So Bored I Could Scream!

Agggh, I am so bored I could sh reveal out! I complain nearly studying, taking up so much of my support and except as soon as it go abouts to the week residue I happen myself hoping that the time goes quickly so that it is Monday again as the age go much quick during the week. I bump as though I provide make plans to catch up with friends, go to the cinema or out for dinner with the boy. crimson just go out for a run. But lastly whats the point? If I endure up with friends or go out with the boy well stimulate food which every(prenominal)ow unremitting involve cut downing property that we dont need to spend and down unnecessary calories which I will then chastise myself for later. basically everything seems pointless as at last , and I even when Im doing something else that I revel, the moment that it is over Im stand to conceive ofing about...Im stuck and I surrender no idea how to get out of this black deal of boredom.\nI watched the film Stuck in Love yes terday, and the lead credit said something that really resonated with me: I never make out anything. Im ever so waiting for whatevers next. I look at everyones like that. Living life in fast forward. neer stopping to enjoy the moment. in like manner busy trying to step on it through everything so we weed get on with what we argon really supposed to be doing with our lives. I get these flashes of burnished clarity where for a atomic number 42 I stop and I think Wait, this is it, this is my life. I divulge slow down and enjoy it because one day were all going to end up in the ground and thatll be it, well be gone \nThis is precisely how Im feeling at the moment, hardly I dont know what to do to change it. Its melancholic to think about it but its adjust that at the moment I feel like I never really enjoy anything, not really. I need times where I feel happy(ish), I definitely dont spend my days in floods of tear or feeling as if I want to end it all. Just generally I feel pretty meh...just dull. non happy or sad but a microscopical anxious and most of all, bored!\nI am ...